~Angelica~

Sleepless & Dreaming

2009-09-06T10:07:00.006+08:00

I did not feel like going to bed

So i thought i could instead

write you a poem,

as I lay in bed.

Alittle poem for you.

Something to look forward to

Alittle something to make you smile,

As ive not done such in awhile.

Looking into your eyes so deep

For a place, my heart to keep

Loving you for year on year

Hoping & wishing you were near.

You to me,are so rare.

And it's why i'll always care.

you will always be so dear

Its in my heart,why your so near.

We've stopped

And we've looked.

We have parted.

But we mistook.

On our journey,

We are back

Making up.

Going back on track.

When we spoon me,

it's what i love.

Feeling like a little dove.

Your wings so broad.

Your wings so wide.

In your arms,

Is where i'll hide.

Your lips i yearn to be on mine

For I know they'll feel sublime.

With you here,

I feel the love

Lifting my spirits,

up above.

Your the sweetest I will have.

which is why i feel so glad

to be blessed,

with all your best

as i cuddle onto your chest.

I can write on and on

but this poem will seem too long.

So i'll end it with a kiss,

And lay here hoping, that you'll like this.

Untitled

2007-12-18T20:05:00.001+08:00

Stop worrying bout the future,
think fondly of the past,
but remember,that the present's,
just !not gonna . last!
the futures a bundle of suprise,
the past , a, memory!
the present's just a passing phase,
some day it'll be history!
we've gotta lot of life to live ,
a lot of things to do,
a lot of happiness , i know,
is in store, for me and u,

Untitled

2007-12-18T20:02:00.001+08:00

I ever tried to, dream a dream ,of, a dream come true,
I'd cross my heart and cry a tear , coz in that dream would be you,
I'd cry not so for not having you, I'd cry not, for not trying,
I'd shed those tears and heartfelt sobs, that I'm still alive ! Not dying,

I'f I could turn the clock , and change a thing or two ,
I'd set it back to that time, till the day I met you,
Then I'd freeze that moment , so eternity can pass,
I'd die with a smile , to have that moment as my last .

If Satan walked into the room and demanded for my soul,
I'd happily have struck a deal , and banged the hammer, Sold,
T'would be but a bagain, to be let off so cheap,
If I could get to hold you, but for a moment deep...

If I ever tried to, dream a dream ,of, a dream come true,
I'd cross my heart and cry a tear , coz in that dream would be you,
I'd cry not so for not having you, I'd cry not, for not trying,
I'd shed those tears and heartfelt sobs, that I'm still alive ! Not dying,

Feeling alittle Blue

2007-12-18T19:50:00.001+08:00

I woke a little late today,
Feeling a little blue,
Woke up with a hangover,
Completely missing you...

I looked around for cigarettes,
Quickly lit a smoke,
Took a deep drag of nicotine,
Picked up the can of coke...

Pulled myself oughta bed,
And staggered into the loo,
Stood under the icy shower,
Completely missing you ....

As i stood in front of the mirror,
And took a look at me,
Blood shot eyes, A weeks growth,
My mind was roaming free...

I walked into the kitchen then,
I needed some coffee too,
My cheeks were flushed my mind was blurred,
Completely missing you .....

Come back girl,Come back to me,
I promise I wont make you cry,
I promise I'll be good baby,
Cant we give it one more try ....

A Malayalee Mood

2007-12-18T19:44:00.001+08:00

A Malyalee Mood

A boy came by to see me,
came by too take a look,
the only thing he asked me,
was weather i could, cook?
He was quite a good looker,
dressed pretty cool,
took all mah self control,
to contain all that drool.
Hair sleeked back , with coconut oil,
mouth did smell of fish,
i didn't quite mind though,
coz fish's mah favourite dish!
He took me in hiz arms and said" mah dear Anna kutty"
"I never really did egzpegt , for u to look so pretty!
it took me all , MY self control,
to stop from going wild,
I so badly wanted him,
AS the father of my child!
MY daddy in the mean time ,
was giving me dirty look's,
mah mommy took me into mah room,
"are u stupid child! that's the "Father "of the groom!

It's the Pitts

2007-12-12T18:29:00.000+08:00

I really can't remember a time when I was an avid fan of Mr. Pitt but was very ga-ga over Tom Cruise in the days when he was actually a 'man'. Just watching Brad on Larry King Live, confirmed thoughts in my mind that Brad is really over rated these days. I must commend Mrs. Pitt and him for the world of good their doing charity wise and popularising the concept of a multicultural brood but I think for an actor,he is quite a horrible spontaneous public speaker. He has been relying way to much on scripts for conversations to actually make out the difference. I wonder if Angelina and He write out scripts to talk to one another....

In other news yes the blogging bug has kicked into me again....but I am not too sure how long it will last for :) Just planning on milking it while it's there.

Christmas is around the corner and a very hectic month with holiday happenings and worrying about exams. Luckily this will be the last month i will have to worry about Uni stuff. Yippiiee:D

Life's little Differences

2007-11-29T07:53:00.000+08:00

Life is always throwing a little something to everyone...be it good or bad...happy or sad...life just flings it all...left, right and center. When life throws a little something at you, something that is closer to the lines of being difficult than easy. Something that makes you different. Something that's been with you forever, something that's always identified with u, that takes you forever, as a sole person to get a grasp on, to understand and be comfortable with, you would think that the buck would stop there...it doesn't. The hardest part is yet to follow.

The hardest part is.....trying to get others to accept you...to fit in....to have that sense of being indifferent. It takes a long time to fit in with the various kinds presents on this earth ...to change the mindset a little. Eventually you succeed with with one...then the next and the one to follow. But it remains a continuous saga for the person...the different person. The cycle never stops. Just when you think you are in a place where you don't have to explain yourself anymore....someone else comes along and demands ..(although i cant say demands....they might just want to understand) answers for it all over again. it's harder still if that person means something to you. How does one explain? How does one pluck up the courage to bring up feelings that were put to rest? How does one differentiate whether it's out of pure concern or just a need to express or show their ignorance for the need to know?

It's hard being different. It's hard to be alone in this different little world your put into without knowing reasons why. It's hard to have no answers to all the questions your constantly thrown head long into.

Your only comfort is the faith you possess. The little prayers you pray when you've hit rock bottom. The tears you shed just to feel some kind of emotion running through you. The deep breaths you take...just to pump some life back into you.

you cant distinguish between the rogues and the sincere ones. You shun them all into one shell not knowing what your letting go off. there is a constant battle of thoughts, wondering who is right and who is wrong....

Imagine

2007-11-28T04:46:00.000+08:00

The imagination is a wonderful powerful tool. A tool that everyone is born with but very few nurture it. It's a tool so powerful that one can make the wound up soul unwind in the palm of your hand.
You can be lost in world of your preference. Be the perfect person you've always wanted to be, right there in your very own mind. But my fascination of having a fabulous imagination is when you can perfect that one skill:) that everyone wants and needs to be good at just by using a few of your brain cells.
Now one must wonder what is this fascination I have with the imagination....well for me it's when you express that world to a someone special....someone who can can relate with you about that place But who can only relate through responses and not through expressions.
There exists that ultimate high when just the two of you are present in that bubble of imagination. The best way to express your imagination...to let it feel the waters of encouragement and acceptance is through words and then through actions.

Experiencing this recently not only gave me a certain high but also made me realize I am mighty fine at what i Do and thats the best feeling in the world :D

You talking to me??

2007-10-07T02:28:00.000+08:00

I've tried very hard not to agree with the statement "Men will always be Men" but after a recent occurrence, I've come to realize that most men will always be the pigs they were meant to be.
And they say we are confusing!!
Or are we?!
You dangle prospects of a good thing right under their nose and they will still ask questions of being with another.
I don't get them now and i doubt i ever will
Must say though im still convinced that the good sort still do exist.......somewhere far far away from here....??!!

Home

2007-08-30T16:33:00.001+08:00

So it's been 19days since my return from London after a bloody fantastic 6weeks of being there. I can't remember telling anyone person, that I didn't enjoy the trip to the frickin Max!!!:D. I enjoyed it waaaay to much I think cause now 'home' doesn't feel like home anymore...and Still doesn't.
I feel like something is amiss all the time. I miss everything about the place, the sights, the people, the food and the weather. I know I've yet to see the many other fantastic places in this big world, But without a doubt London is always going to be one of the top ones in my list.

For quite awhile I've felt that Dubai isn't home for me anymore, but Now i know it for a Fact. It's been an eternity of me living here and although I like and have tons of fond memories of this place, I am utterly bored of most of what it has to offer. Looking for a drastic change of place, weather and life in general is my ultimate goal now. My future plans include Alot of traveling so I can find my ideal 'home' far far away from this concrete jungle of heat.

Treat yourself right First

2007-06-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

Ø If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay.

Ø Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.

Ø Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Ø Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that’s not meant to be.

Ø Slower is better.

Ø Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve
then heck no, you can’t “be friends”.

Ø A friend wouldn’t mistreat a friend.
Don’t stay because you think “it will get better.”

Ø You’ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Ø If something bothers you, speak up.

Ø Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

Ø You cannot change a man’s behavior. Change comes from within.

Ø Don’t EVER make him feel he is more important than you are…even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.

Ø If he cheated with you, he’ll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

Ø You should not be the one doing all the bending…compromise is a two way street.

Ø Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.

Ø Look for someone complimentary…not supplementary.

Ø Dating is fun…even if he doesn’t turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes…
when a man always know where you are, and you’re always readily available to him
he takes it for granted.

Ø Never move into his mother’s house.

Ø Never co-sign for a man.

Ø Don’t fully commit to a man who doesn’t give you everything that you need.

Ø Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Courtesy:- Oprah

The Sentiments of it all....

2007-05-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

I often wonder if some people actually realize and value the good people they have in their lives. Of late, circumstances and events have led me to believe that in all honesty most people...don't. Which I must say is really really a sad. They are either oblivious to the fact or just too wrapped up in their own little world to appreciate or even try to go to a few measly steps to make the other feel special. Believe me it really doesn't take a whole lot to make these steps. We all have our own plights to deal with and all of us share, maybe not the same, but similar stresses that make us go insane But we should learn to pull up our socks and get out of these stresses, even if its but for a few minutes. Think of that special someone who has seen you through thick and thin, who puts in their best efforts to make you feel special when you really need it the most. It may be your parents, spouse, your gf/bf or even a best friend that makes you feel all these things. Make them feel their worth in what they are as people and what they mean to you. It angers me terribly when I not only see the good in people being misused but also taken for granted. Yes, the thought is always there of 'I can always make it up to them' & of course by the goodness of the nice ones, they let things go and accept whatever is given to them in the end Just cause that person means the world to them. But this is wrong, when good has to be done and the importance of it all is carved in stone, why be so self absorbed??
Many are taken very much for granted these days, and reasons for it all, in my books are just very lame excuses. I've been through it and have seen/see it happening to others time and time again. It is unfair and at times I think why can't the nice ones be bad in return? But, in reality as the good old saying goes ' two wrongs, do not make a right'. Indeed it doesn't, and I know why the good continue to be good....because the good is returned to them in some form or the other from others around them, who see their worth and know what they deserve. Hence with each blessing, the good move on to do better and brighter things leaving the ungrateful sods to wallow in their misery.

Dont Forget About Me

2007-05-20T02:00:00.000+08:00

Every little bit helps.....so can yours
www.findmadeleine.com

Fact or Fiction??

2007-05-18T08:56:00.000+08:00

The Trigger of Sexual Orgasm

Margaret Birkin's near-death experience

In 1993, Margaret Birkin went through an experience which was not only life changing, but which even now, years later, she can still recall in every detail. Her near-death experiences are examples of how they can be triggered by sexual orgasms. The following is a description of her experiences.

I was 46 years old when I met my second husband Peter. I had been married previously for 23 years and raised two children. My sex life with my ex-husband was OK but nothing to write home about. I had never experienced an orgasm with him in those 23 years. We had separated and were almost divorced in 1993, and Peter came into my life almost immediately that I left my marriage.

I was attracted to Peter very much sexually. I found myself at 46 years of age becoming interested in sex again. I, who had always been shy and a little conservative, started reading books about sex and sexual positions. With Peter, I had no inhibitions at all, and I was experiencing for the first time, the most wonderful sex.

One evening, I had an experience of the most incredible feeling. It felt as if every nerve in my body was alive with energy. This was accompanied by the most wonderful feeling of bliss. As the feeling enveloped me, I found myself leaving my body.

I found myself in my own chest area looking up at what I knew was my crown charka. I could see a light ahead of me. All of a sudden I became frightened to move. I actually thought I was dying, and for a few seconds, I fought the sensation. I was describing to Peter what I was going through. I was still physically there in body, but my soul, spirit, whatever you want to call it, was no longer there. I was within my own chest cavity.

The next thing I was heading upwards to the light and broke through into the most beautiful light and place of beauty. I was so amazed and it took me quite by surprise. I found myself in the realms of what I would call spirit. I was in another dimension.

I found myself having a tour of this place. I could see auditoriums with people listening to speakers. I was aware of Halls of Learning and places of the most beautiful beauty. I did not want to return, but at this stage I started to feel the pull to go back into my body. I could not control it as it pulled me back.

I was exhausted after that experience and had a rest for a few nights. Then we made love again. Again, I left my body.

This time I traveled to what I call the Halls of the Masters. What amazed me was the black and white large tiled floor in this place. Many years later, a client would tell me about her visit to this place with the same black and white tiling. I felt that she had been with me. Her version of this place was the same as mine.

As I wandered around, I saw my spiritual teacher and Master, Maitreya. He was playing chess with someone and as I moved closer, I could see it was Sai Baba. I was so amazed. They both looked up and laughed at my amazement. No words were spoken, but they seemed pleased to see me.

As I was watching them, suddenly I moved ahead and out of their dimension, into another one.

Here I was out into space. I was moving very slowly, but I could see ahead of me an energy which is the only way to explain it. It was a long way off and I knew that to reach it, I had to move slowly. It was an inner knowing. Again, I was physically attached to my body, but out-of-body consciously. I was able to talk to Peter, albeit very softly, as if physically miles away. This helped because I could not believe what was happening. Again, after a while I had to return to my body.

The next time this happened, I became aware of the Universe itself, of space, of our connection to space, and to the Universe as a whole. I passed galaxies, and at one stage, passed black holes which felt as if they were the Chakras of the Universe. Still the energy in front of me seemed such a long distance away.

Every couple of nights I took a journey. I don't know whether Peter felt left out, but each time we had sex, I left my body and went further and further into space.

As each night I traveled further and further from my body and the earth realm, and the energy got closer, I became aware of the co-relation with the whole of life itself. I became in awe of the creative work of God.

Then one night, I came closer to the energy and as I did, I felt it for the first time. It was pure love, pure unconditional love. At this point in my life, I had never seen myself as a decent person, but this energy spoke to me in thought and told me that I was a beautiful person. It told me to let go of the conditioning that I had of myself as a person with no worth.

The love from this energy was amazing. It was so profound I sobbed uncontrollably.

My next visit, I got closer and the same with the next visit. Finally, I was able to merge with this energy and the bliss, happiness, incredible peace that I felt inside. This being's energy was so incredible. I did not want to leave.

It spoke to me in thought and told me that one day when I had finished my spiritual development, this energy and I would work together. However, I had a hard path in front of me with my development and I was not to give up for in the long term. It would be worth it. It also told me that I needed to move toward it slowly, because, had I not done so, I would have burnt up within the spirit.

They call the orgasm in some circles the little death. For me it was a death and a rebirth. I was never the same after that. I don't think I will ever change either. It was the most amazing experience and one I know I will never forget.

http://www.near-death.com/experiences/triggers21.html

Sister Sister

2007-05-18T06:26:00.000+08:00

My Mum must honestly be wishing she was back at work instead of being home for this week after her trip:) and I say this because I've been bugging her non-stop (of course it is only cause i missed her when she was away:) We had a girls day out this morning. Went to the Madinat as Mum wanted to buy a painting as a gift to another. No my Mum is'nt the kind to venture around in Dubai and only sticks to places she's knows her way around. Ironically it was her first in drving on the Jumeirah beach road & her first visit to the Madinat. She quite enjoyed it. We roamed around, bought the painting and headed out to have veg lunch. It's been quite awhile since Mum & I spent time together without the men and i really enjoyed it.She's an amazing woman.Love her dearly

I received the most unexpected phone call this evening. It was about 5pm and I was pretty dead asleep. My cell began to buzz out loud, on answering it, a chick began yelling at me ever so excitedly singing Eminem's 'Guess who's back':$ I was quite miffed listening to this crow of a singer singing this song above all, plus I was in my sleep. I replied back saying ' if you've got the damn wrong number your singing's been in vain and I'd need to fall back asleep all over again. The reply I got back surprised me even more, ' B****, check your cell!!' This retort made me open my eyes and look at my cell. I nearly fell of my bed in excitement!! It was One of my all time fave girlfriend's, Natalia. Believe me I gel like glue with Very few girls and the few I have are real dolls, unfortunately their all based world over due to school and such. Soooo anyways, my babe Nats is home for a while. She's cute and the mother of an even cuter daughter, Taya, who is down as well.
We bitched on the phone for a while and decided that we had to meet A-sap. Since we didn't want to do anything really hyper as she's still recovering from jet lag, we decided on getting together and then decide on what to do.
We met up at about 7 ( yes the shrieking and hugging took quite a few minutes:). It was sooooo grand to see her after eons and yes I nearly hugged the life out of little Taya, who speaks a 100 words per minute now:)
Since the little one was with us we decide to go to Lamcy so she could be entertained. We shopped about as we both had things to get and got things that weren't on our list as well:) We got hungry after our walk about the mall so headed to the food court and were joined by her brother And hubby ( YES!! i said 'Hubby'.....finally they got civilly married...poor thing so much for planning a wedding bash)
It was quite a happy reunion:) I Love good reunions:)

Imprints of the mind on the heart

2007-05-09T05:45:00.000+08:00

For the past few weeks one of the hottest topics or debates rather, of conversation I've either been in or heard are that of the 'single' status. The fact of being 'alone' to quite a few, is such a hard fact to swallow. People go through so many different modes of depression & mood swings that it becomes quite difficult to tell what behavior is next. I doubt that they are aware that their acting out is very visible to the people around them because they are so wrapped up in this 'mode' of theirs.
I do admit that we can't help but ponder over such matters and get anxious about it as we get older but to be so wrapped up and bother about is isn't going to help matters.
A few days back after a very enlightening conversation with good friend & an equally good episode of Oprah ( yes I'm a fan:) I came to think about how self absorbed we tend to become by not appreciating what all we have right in front of our noses, we keep thinking and fretting over things we have very little or no control over. We can't foresee who we are going to be with, or when we are going to meet them..so on and so forth. Of course this doesn't mean that we shouldn't keep our selves open to obvious happenings if we do come across a person that we might think is the 'one'. Be daring, give the trial and error method a chance, give it your all, if it doesn't work out....it just wasn't meant to be and the world doesn't have to end just because 'it' has. Keep the faith and move on. Keep a balance between your desire and wants. Above all have a sense of spirituality...which indeed takes you along way, no matter how bad things might get, that sense of having the Almighty show you a different path makes all the difference in the world. Contrary to some people's beliefs, it does wonders to most and I am one of them.
We should take life as it comes, appreciate what we have. Enjoy our friends and family. Be good to ourselves and the ones around us. Make a damn good solid imprint of ourselves in the minds and hearts of others. Life is too short to fret over the little things. Yes of course there will be many, many who will remember you by name, but will they remember 'YOU'. You Aren't going to be remembered because you hung out with the 'cool group' in school, cause you wore the latest in fashion, cause you drove a fancy car, cause you were the first to get laid and high on the same night OR cause you dated the hottest guy in town....Hell no!! Your gonna be remembered by everyone cause of the person You were...the kind of person you were to yourself and others. Imprinting those special qualities your gifted with, with those around you. Making yourself last even when your gone is the most impressive thing one can do. The deeper the imprint you make, the harder will it be to erase.

I am sure this will not be a recent thought to many...but to have realized it will take a while.....it did for me....

$leepovers

2007-05-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

It's been ever so long since I actually had to chance to have 'girlie' talks with a good girlfriend, the fact that most of my friends are guys and most of my best gf's are all over the world doesn't help matters:). This is why I thoroughly enjoyed the sleepover I had with Rubz, Monday night.
We had the best 24hours ever. Not that we did anything grand but the fact that it was just a girl's night out was simply splendid. I went over to pick her up at around past 7pm, got down to driving back home whilst talking about all the different things we could think of. On reaching home, we dropped of her stuff got to freshen up and decided on going out for a typical Indian veggie dinner. We decided on building our appetite further by using our feet to go to dinner instead of the four wheels i usually use to commute. The walk was great as the weather wasn't bad at all since a cool light breeze was blowing. We had a pretty good South Indian 'Thali' for dinner and for dessert we walked over to a Baskin Robbins close by. We walked home eating our ice creams leisurely at past midnight, got home and collapsed on our beds settling down to have continue our talks. Decided to get into our pj's at 2am and settled in bed to continue talking which wound up at half past 4am.

I really admire two habits about , Rubz, and I honestly wish I could develop them. Firstly she's a pure vegetarian which i honestly admire and secondly, she makes it a point to drink about 1 litre of water whereas I drink only less than half of that :-S Among these, she is an amazing girl with a beautiful mind and heart and I thoroughly enjoyed the time we had together. It's a shame she isn't here permanently but I cherish the times she does spend here.

Rub and I talked about many many things. One one hand we managed to get to know each other better as compared to our meetings on her previous visits but also learnt a lot from each other....I sure did. She helped me talk out a lot of issues and made me feel so much better about things. It was amazing to finally feel this way. Thank you so very much for everything

Bald is Beautiful

2007-04-28T18:59:00.000+08:00

My fetish for good looking, bald men is getting harder and harder to tone down. It's slowly getting to be an essential in my ' i-would-like-a-man-who-is.

....' list . I am quite well aware that who ever i Do end up with will eventually get bald in time....hell even i might:P, but no matter a heart wants what it wants....along with the other parts of me;).
Now how hard is it to find a good looking, charming, sexy, honest and passionate man...Let alone a bald one ALL in one in the midst of this desert? It's beyond me, but nevertheless the hunt is ON!!

Beautiful Liar

2007-04-28T17:37:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been promised the world by someone
Only for the very same to tug it away from right under you.
Leaving you lost and in wonder as to why...why..
These promises are beautiful lies....promised to you by the ones with the gift of words.
They reel you in nice and slow.
Telling you everything you know you love to hear.
Heart of hearts you know...it's too good to be true
Heart of hearts, you tell him too.
But, the beautiful lies snow ball, till they consume your mind and heart
Making you feel they are true
That they will happen
That your dreams will come true
But time moves on and things change.
Some for the better, some the worst
The beautiful lies, change to 'You' being the problem
You, not being able to work it out. You, not wanting it for now or forever more.
But I've learnt this to be untrue
Heart of hearts you knew
You did your due and told him too
But his promises made you feel anew
that if he could do it
So could you
All of it just to be ripped from you
Don't be the fool
Beauty can be lies too.
Don't be ready to make nice
Don't back down
It's never to late to make things right.
You may have been his rose once
You can move on and be another one's true.
Forgive
And let your heart heal too.

Risen

2007-04-28T03:20:00.000+08:00

Yes !! i know I am a bad bad girl. I abandoned my blog....for eons. But I am finally back and hopefully should be more blog friendly this time round. There have been a whole bunch of things thats happened in the months of my absence from here that I really do not know where to start.

First of, I've Never in all my years been So busy with life. Keeping ones personal, social, work and education life on track and in balance is not as easy as many claim it to be.

Secondly, I turned a Year old about 15 days ago AND had a Rocking birthday thanks to my family and friends :D. Being 24 is'nt all that bad as i expected it to feel :)

Thirdly, I am single ( a mutual decision from both sides) which I have mixed feelings about but thats a whole different story.

So my dear blog, I am sure I'm forgiven for abandoning you these past months :) I've risen from my silence

Gifts from the heart

2007-01-18T08:31:00.000+08:00

Merry X'mas

2006-12-25T03:56:00.000+08:00

Wishing everyone one out there a Very very Merry and Blest Christmas.

My prize winning pooch=)

2006-12-14T19:18:00.000+08:00

This is Groff, Nolan ( my bro), Michelle ( Groff's trainer) and Me at the gift giving ceremony. Groff bagged 2nd place at his Xmas patry/fancy dress competition. Soo very very proud of him. He eventually went as a xmas Magician with an xmassy cape cause he would'nt get over the fact that he had sleeves on his paws for the Santa suit =p. I went as his assistant. He is such a poser *l0l*

My all time fave couple

2006-12-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

My all time fave couple, Faith Hill and Tim Mcgraw

Although id love to club Faith on the head and steal her man i just cant help but love this beautiful texan babe and her hubby

Beautiful Moments in Life

2006-12-13T03:11:00.000+08:00

*To fall in love.

* To laugh until your stomach hurts.

* To find mails by the thousands when you return from a vacation.

* To go for a vacation to some pretty place.

* To listen to your favorite song in the radio.

* To go to bed and to listen while it rains outside.

* To leave the shower and find that the towel is warm.

* To clear your last exam.

* To receive a call from someone, you don't see a lot, but you want to.

* To find money in the pocket of a dress that you haven't used since last year

* To laugh at yourself looking at mirror, making faces.:)))

* Calls at midnight that last for hours.:))

* To laugh without a reason.

* To accidentally hear somebody say something good about you.

* To wake up and realize it is still possible to sleep for a couple of hours.

* To hear a song that makes you remember a special person.

* To be part of a team.

* To watch the sunset from the hill top.

* To make new friends.

* To feel butterflies! in the stomach every time that you see that person.

* To pass time with your best friends.

* To see people that you like, feeling happy.

* To use a sweater of the person that you like and find that it still smells of their perfume.

* See an old friend again and to feel that the things have not changed.

* To take an evening walk along the beach.

* To have somebody tell you that he/she loves you.

* To laugh .......laugh........and laugh ...... remembering stupid things done with stupid friends.

Say Cheese!!!=)

2006-12-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

I am very proud to introduce my latest fave gadget ( after my laptop=) my very own digi cam. Special THANKS to Mum and Dad for my Xmas/Bday gift=)
The very cool and sleek Nikon Coolpix S9

Ohh Why!!!

2006-12-10T18:55:00.000+08:00

Why oh Why are you the way you are!!

Luv you all the same=)

Oliver's Twist

2006-12-06T17:56:00.000+08:00

I Luv Jamie Oliver. I think he's about the only Brit chef that i adore. Not that he's a hnk of any sort but i like his style of cooking and the way he presents his show. It feels so homely. And his cooking looks absolutely divine. I thought of bloggin about him today cause just a few moments ago i was watching him strut his stuff in the kitchen And he was cooking up an Indian meal. It was so so cute the way he said 'hindi' words like 'Pukka', 'Bhaji', ' Papad', Tikka curries' and ' 'Garam masala'!! how adorable is that in a Brit accent. LoL

He cooked up some really tasty looking pineapple curry, masala papads and saffron rice.

Ironically, i doubt he's got a keen judgement on names because when i was reading up more about him, he's named ( obviously with the help of his wife) his daughters Poppy Honey and Daisy Doo =p =p

The Arian in Me

2006-12-06T02:57:00.000+08:00

The female Aries loves nothing more than a good battle (verbal or physical) and is always ready to meet any challenge.

A self-motivated individual, the Aries female does not like to be bossed around. She will have a good selection of intellectual friends and is impressed with those who can introduce her to intelligent and cultured people like herself.

Vitally absorbed in the world around her, the need for love will not be the "be all and end all" of this woman's life. In short, she is able to function quite happily and easily without a male partner. That having been said, an Aries woman will make a marvellous wife for an ambitious man, possessing a brilliant, independent mind and vigorous energy.

The Aries woman is particularly attracted to men who are cultured, well-mannered and highly educated for she thoroughly enjoys intelligent conversation. It is unwise to appeal to her affections through reason and it is important to always be punctual (even though the Aries female herself is not likely to be on time). She prefers her companions to dress carefully and tends to shy away from rough behavior.

It would be disastrous to criticize her in public and care must be taken to do so even in private. On the other hand, the Aries woman will respond extremely well to flattery. She is usually a clever conversationalist who excels in entertaining and appreciates the opportunity to help her partner rise in the corporate world. Quite often, the female Aries is able to maintain a very successful career of her own in addition to a successful marriage. In fact, she is probably a better wife if she is working or has outside interests.
Perhaps the major stumbling block in the personality of the Aries female is that of jealousy. This is the one thing that has brought more heartaches and unhappiness into the lives of Aries women than any other fault they may possess. In many ways, women who are governed by this Zodiac Sign are charming and were it not for this one character flaw, they would otherwise have a beautiful temperament. Much energy will be lost by the Aries female through anger, impatience and a quick temper, but there is great potential here if self-control can be learned. Aries females have a great deal of willpower and should begin at an early age to overcome their weak tendencies by compelling their higher nature to rule and dominate.

When it comes to the choice of a mate, the Aries woman wants only the strongest and the best. Her biggest failing in this regard is probably lack of psychological insight. She is just as likely to pick the wrong partner as the right one.

As a sweetheart, her worst faults are probably jealousy and the desire for a competitive social life. The female Aries is happiest when married to a passionate and possessive man...one who is determined to make his mark in the world. Should she marry a weaker character, then she will eventually be overtaken by unhappiness, for she cannot bear to see others succeed where her partner fails. In such a situation, she can become grumbling and ungracious with a tendency to constantly find fault. However, if she finds the right man, then the female Aries will be completely fulfilled and remain faithful for the remainder of her life.

As a mother, the Aries woman is stern but loving. She will never allow a tantrum to go unpunished, but is speedily ready to forgive and forget. She will take an interest in her children's education and be amibitious for them, but must curb her tendency to dominate. She will always keep a home for them throughout their entire lives and they will always feel that they can turn to her for support in times of trouble. The Aries female needs to be very careful before embarking upon marriage. She is an affectionate creature and, if not appreciated, is apt to become exceedingly unhappy.

The Aries female will become impatient and irritable under restraint and it would be best if she were left alone to carry out any duties once she has a thorough understanding of what is required. In order to be completely content, the Aries female must learn to check the impulsive behavior inherent in her nature and learn how to occasionally "play second fiddle." She needs to be verbally appreciated for every effort made and basks in the warmth of compliments. She likes to be taken where she can been seen and adores meeting new and interesting people. It is a mistake, however, to think that the Aries female wants to be spoiled. This is actually the last thing she desires. This woman adores nothing more than a challenge and boredom is somthing she is unable to tolerate.

Positive Aspects Of Aries In Love:
Exuberant

Expressive - Passionate - Generous - Protective - Adventurous - Fun-Loving - Creative - Energized - Devoted

Negative Aspects Of Aries In Love:

Temperamental - Jealous - Possessive - Inconsiderate - Reckless - Fickle - Ego-Oriented

Romantic Style:

Sensual - Physical - Lustful - Prone To Roughness - Often SelfishFulfillment is very important to Aries natives in terms of physical intimacy. Energetic and adventurous, the romantic enthusiasm of these individuals is contagious. However, they can be rather selfish and need a partner who is capable of dealing with their quick temper.

O' Christmas Tree!

2006-12-04T04:51:00.000+08:00

The festive season is out with a bang here in Dubai. What makes it most enjoyable is the fact that we are actually having apt weather to give us that extra Xmassy feel. Im Very excited to be in Dubai this Xmas ( usually im away partying in Bombay) but thank to Middlesex schedule, my plans for xmas hols are stalled for 06' and 07'. But hey! im not complaining=) i Luv Dubai. Moving on, I am thrilled to be here this Xmas as I've got a strong gutt instinct that this Xmas 06' is going to be an extra special one. I've got many friends that are flying down home for the season, ive got a number of plans in store with family and friends, great food and wine to look forward too, decorated houses and malls, wrapping and unwrapping of gifts & i get to do a whole lot of shopping. Ohhh! the list is quite endless=)

I've never would have gotten down to blogging today if it was'nt for this evening's happennings=) Believe it or not!! my little ( umm make that frisky and Not so little) dog, Groffy, has an Xmas party next week. Yes!! you read right, a Doggy Xmas party complete with play time, snacks, gifts and a fancy dress competition consisting of Dog and owner. We are so excited to attend it as it will be our very first doggy party of any kind *lol* My brother and I are also volunteers for the day and yes you guessed it since the bro is'nt 'man' enough to get into an outfit for kicks, little old me is=)

Soooo! your's truly and Groffy are going to be participating as Mr and Mrs Claus!!!!!=)

Mum actually managed to get us, both an outfit. Getting Groff into his took about half an hour to be precise. Dress rehearsal just for him included running about after him to put on the coat, then of we went again when he got thrills looking at the santa cap with the little fluff of cotton at the end and more so after he saw that something was going to be wrapped around his tummy, no it wasnt a str8 jacket, it was the belt of the outfit. Nevertheless, the exhausting half an hour was worth it after we saw him all dolled up. He looked Absolutely $mashingly Cute!!

It was my turn next to get dressed, and honestly the two of us really looked a sight. a Very very very adorable sight. I can't wait to show Groffy off not to mention get to see all of his dogie friends dolled up. So gonna take loads of pictures.

On one hand im not looking forward to an early morning on that day as im pretty sure we'd have to get up at 7am to get Groff and me dressed and ready inorder to leave for the party at 10am. It sure is gonna take a good two hours to get him set and make sure he sticks with it till the show's over. He was already tugging on the sleeves of his front paws when we dolled him up this evening!! NOT a good thing!!

It's past 1am right now and it's raining!!! Yipiie so gonna have fun at Uni!!=)

And another one

2006-12-01T08:03:00.000+08:00

R@te Please =)
1 awesome to 10 nasty

Children say the darndest things!

2006-11-15T16:36:00.000+08:00

I've been wanting to blog about this for ages now but time has'nt permitted me to till today. No matter. A few days back, i had a bit of a show down with one of the children i tutor. The child's in the 2nd grade and comes to me for arabic tutoring session. Now ever since he began his classes he'd just sit there and stare into oblivion or look at the other children studying..or rather seeing that They were studying, with his work right in front of his face. I kept on pulling him up for this but never got down to telling his mom about his antics. Nevertheless, after his birthday it was the last straw, I spoke to him gently but firm, telling him that if he has no interests in studying in my classes he should not waste his folk's money nor my time. I even went on to ask him if ther was any other problem that was bothering him, so on and so forth. It was a whole's hour's counseling session, with me mostly doing the questioning while he remained silent. Finally!! we hit the jackpot and he began to speak.....but what came out of his mouth was morethan i could handle. Answering my question as to why he is'nt studying, he replies " you know M'am, one day when i was playing football in school. The football was kicked so hard and it hit me in the head. It hit me so hard that my MEMORY CHIP fell out of my brain and it got LOST!!!, every since then I have'nt been able to study"

I was dumbstruck! I did'nt know if I should laugh or yell at him...but he Is in the second grade. I just 'consoled' him and waited for his Mum to arrive to have a good few words with her.

All i can say is... Thank You Time Squad!! Thank You Cartoon Network!

The Break Up

2006-11-03T18:06:00.000+08:00

I think a girl should honestly set a limit on the number of guys she dates.Reason being, guys are finicky, after eons of breaking up...one fine sunny morning they will wake up thinking '' hmmm! i think i should get back with her'' And! the turmoil does'nt end there. i think most men share ( the key word there is 'share') ESP. When the getting-back-together thing happens, it doesnt happen with just One of your ex's but almost all of them. Ironically they will all decide to call on the same day and decide to get back ''intouch'' with you!!

I am in a similar situation this month. Apart from having Sooo much on my plate with focusing on an education and training up for a career, I honestly don't have time for myself let alone these silly games that come along with having a relationship. i mean come on...im not in high school anymore and neither do i get a kick from geting into sensless mind games. The thing thats adding to misery is the 'what the heart wants' questions. No, i've not become a touch-me-not, i got needs too. The mind is'nt ready for such, but the heart and umm you could say the body are ever-ready batteries!!

Save Me!! *LoL*

Turns of Time

2006-11-02T01:44:00.000+08:00

Latest update on the 'feud', peace talks we held and it was a success. Got me a friend back. im happy =) Its funny how things turn around when you just give it a little time to sort the details.

On a more disturbing-but not suprising note...Reese Witherspoon has officially separated from Ryan Phillipe *ugggh* i was quite sad, though after Nicole divorced Tom, nothing really should be a suprise in the starry world. No matter any separatin is sad, especially when kids are involved. Really said in this case...Reese's second child is just 3months old *cries* sad but true

On another note...but a hilarous one. i was watching 'Queer Eye fo a Str8 Guy', it was an episode where they make over a star.And of all people in Hollywood, Kevin Bacon, thought his brother, Michael bacon needed a make over....umm from the Q5 *grinz*, stating @
'' My brother looks a mess on tours''http://www.baconbros.com/home.html . It was quite funny. Kevin looked good...wore his hair long. the Q5 did a pretty good job with his apartment and hair but as usual I really think tthey see All men with gay potential and dress them that way too =p. it was quite a good watch.

Have I Lost or Has He..?

2006-11-02T01:27:00.000+08:00

Lastnite was abit of a bummer. Had a very sudden but flaky argument with a 'friend' it just happened and ended so quickly that I don't even remember what it all was about. Ironically, I don't even know if we are in talking terms anymore or not.
It's sad when such happens. When I ' loose' a good friend, i don't get over it easily.
No matter, if your reading this...you will be missed plenty!

Are you happy now?

2006-10-20T05:44:00.000+08:00

A certain someone dear to me has asked me a number of times over the past week, to update my blog. Time and time again the response to that was " i've no inspiration ...hence no writing" well thanx to the few walks i've taken off late i was able to write after a reaaal long time. Are you happy now? You know who you are=) you must be getting your dose of the giggles after reading my gibberish i.e missing me blogging, don't you. Don't lie! come on!! =p=p=p

To turn a frown upside down

2006-10-19T02:58:00.000+08:00

Dressed in sneakers, black pedal pushers and a tanktop with my creative nano plugged into my ears, I was walking back from teachers training after a quick browse through Splash(the one before maktoum bridge), of course I did buy a top or two:). I must add its quite a good walk from there to home, none the less it was enjoyable one. The sun was bright but not all that warm and the sky was a clear blue with a nice light breeze blowing through from time to time. I was enjoying the walk as it was quite a change from getting stuck in traffic in my wheels. Not to mention i managed to save cab fare by using one of the good Lord's best creation, the feet.

Although being a pedestrian for a day was quite a high for me, I think the people I was passing thought otherwise. Now everyone in Dubai could'nt be having a bad day on the same morning can they?None of whom i passed had a smile on their face. They either had screwed up mouths, wrinkled foreheads or were mumbling away to themselves in whispers glaring at me as i watched them. it certainly was bring me down, but i was'nt going to have that. So i decided to smile at most of the poeple i passed. And wonders of wonder, i must have passed over 50people. of which at least 30plus smiled back. It must have brightened their day some extent=)

Come on people, atleast look on the up side of things every morning, try sneaking out a smile Things dont get any better if you've got a frown on 24/7

i guess the heat and traffic jams plus stress are familiar combos in town.

Looking Out For A Hero...I've found Mine

2006-09-22T06:08:00.000+08:00

Kyle Maynard

"It's not what I Can do; it's what I Will do"

Kyle Maynard was born March 24, 1986 with a rare disorder called,Congenital Amputation. Leaving him with three joints, a neck and two shoulders. He has no elbows or knees. He measures just over 3 feet tall and weighs approximately 120 pounds. Despite his physical differences, Kyle was one of the top high school wrestlers in Georgia during his senior season. He qualified for and competed in the 2004 Georgia High School Wrestling Championships. Also, he narrowly missed All-American status at the NHSCA Senior National Wrestling Championships.

As impressive as his academic and sport accomplishments are, it is Kyle's attitude towards life that makes Kyle a truly unique person. Kyle does not think in terms of limitations, but only in accomplishments. One of Kyle’s favorite sayings is, “It's not what I can do; it's what I WILL do.” The attitude Kyle approaches life with is the result of numerous failures, the perseverance to overcome his limitations, and the loving, but strict care of his parents. The story of Kyle Maynard transcends the sport of wrestling. It sends a message of hope to those who must persevere in overcoming insurmountable odds. What many of us would consider a handicap, Kyle uses as a gift. It is not only Kyle’s attitude towards wrestling that endures him into the hearts of those he comes into contact with, but also, his passion and zest for life that is equally contagious. He may only stand three feet tall, but he is truly a giant amongst men.

Bending the turth

2006-07-29T05:44:00.000+08:00

"there is a higher divorce because men are going to go find what they are missing. When in a marriage, men relate "love" to the amount of sex they get. If they dont get sex....they dont feel truly loved."

The above was quoted from a Friday night's conversation with my good friend, Natalia. Keep in mind though the above comes from a woman who's got a baby out of wed lock, is still living with her baby's daddy and they being together for eons now with no commitment on paper is just too weird for me to explain.C'est la vie i guess. Never the less, i wonder if the above is true....., emphasizing on the letters in bold.

Starry Eyes - Blind is more like it

2006-07-23T14:40:00.000+08:00

Celebrities have it all, the money, fame, glitz & glamour. Then again....do they Really have it All?? I think not. They desperately lack emotional intelligence, confidence in self and their choice of spouse.The don't know how to appreciate or listen to matters of the heart. Whether its due to the rush of money to the head, boredom or just the need of change to attain excitement...it's quite difficult to fathom. Changing partners like yesterday's fashion is one thing they do best, after acting that is. One day their so in love-can't keep their hands of each other- destined for one another -pregnant and the next their filing divorce papers having custody battles, alimony and visiting hours. Most of the time such evolvements are blamed on excess work, time away and "drifting apart" but off late the trend has been to file on irreconcilable differences.Yeah Right!!! I doubt people can get so blinded by "love" that they dont figure out the differences on he first few dates before getting hitched! Ohh! wait a min...Hollywood does. My Dad says that most celebrities live in a " fantasy" world. A world in which everything and anything is ok. Everything being handed to them with a snap of a finger. They get so air headed with the life and status they have to keep up to that it becomes difficult for them to be grounded.
They are so laughable no matter how much of a fan you are of them. See Cruise's escapades on Oprah, now Holmes and he are'nt even married but have a kid but news about their " trouble unmarried" life is spreading across the world like wildfire....most of which i believe they are going through. What was she thinking...He's Cruise, yes but he sure as hell is'nt God''s gift to women..just ask Nicole. The most laughable i feel is the on goings of Paul and Heather. The dork actually went on to tell Mills and press that he's soo soo smitten with her that he definitely refuses to sign a pre-nup that Heather suggested (the whole idea of signing a pre-nup although a safe idea...is mighty wrong in my books) but now look where their at...Good going Paul, now go ahead and pay through your bloody nose. Their lashing out at each other like there's no tommorrow. i mean wtf, where's all the Love gone now??
Hollywood sounds tempting but i wouldnt trade the life i have now for all the glitz and glamour. Pretty screwed up place to grow and learn in with no morales and self respect of any sort. The idea of bringing up children in that world is terrifying...having any number of stepfathers and stepmom's. Come on! you want a big family, bloody hell stay put with one spouse and keep spitting kids out. Don't even get me started on the whole Britney escapades, once a pretty, bombshell blonde - filled with talent n damn bloody good dance moves is Now a fat, round pig with a no-good-living -on-her-fat husband, mother of one and soon two, telling Ahlan mag that she can't wait to get back on stage. Thats also what she said after Sean was born! Haven't the two "adults" heard of condoms or contraceptives? This most sickening thing i've read abt her was how mortified she was when she found out of her pregnancy again!! i mean OMG!! how the hell can't you know that would be the result if you go at it like bunnies without the brains? Having kids is'nt supposed to be a joy..not a frickin regret.I don't remember her being over joyed when she knew of the first one either.
I kept reading and reading off all this news in hollywood and bollywood = me sickened. Bollywood is'nt far behind in such antics either. Watching Koffee with Karan ( due to utter boredom that nite) they had the good old Rishi Kapoor and his wife of 26yrs. How incredible is that. You could still see the passion and love they had and still have for one another as they reminisced about their past. It was amazing to watch. What are the current couples of Holly/bollywood going to recall with their kids and grand kids in years from now?? "Ahh my Angel, let me tell you of my glory years in stardom. Well i slept with him and him and him and ohh i was married to him for like a month (p.s- he's your real father) then i met this gorgeous hunk on a dance set andwe just had toget married but i realised he was a prick and did'nt dance to well either so i had to leave him and now im here back with your father trying to do the " adult" thing and making itwork" Ohh Memories!!

Angelica's League of Xtraordinary Looking Gentlemen

2006-07-07T05:16:00.000+08:00

Thomas Gibson is a 6'2, cute smile, brown hair and brown eyed actor who can be is many tv movies shown on the Hallmark Channel. He also acts famously along Jenna Elfman in the hilarious comedy Dharma and Greg

I first came across this amazingly sexy looking chocolate brown specimen on the amazing african/american tv series SoulFood, where he plays Damon Carter, the hunky boy friend turned legal advisor to one of the babes on the show. A mighty fine looker and actor in my books

Michael Vartan, like Thomas Gibson has a number of tv movies on Hallmark. I first discoverd his hunky looks in the romantic comedy Never Been Kissed opposite Drew Barrymore . He also plays a low key though well acted out role opposite J-Lo and Jane Fonda in Monster-In-Law.Is'nt he just devine?

The stunning grey haired looker, Mark Harmon is famous for his quick wit, smart mouth, detective and leadership skills in his roles in NCIS, JAG, The West Wing and many more. I find him v.very dashing and ohh so sexy

True Colors

2006-06-26T18:45:00.000+08:00

Once in Love, with total Trust and Belief; the best of times were had and shared. Times that were filled with laughter and tears, Times that embedded long lastimg memories in heart and mind. Once having so much faith, love and hope for each other together; with fantasies of a futuee, a future filled with thoughts of being together, thoughts of building a life together, thoughts of a family being concieved with all the love that is shared. After months of being together, of trying to understand,sharing life's troubles and trials with the other......all is lost in the blink of an eye. Life bringing us together..was a miracle, we needed each other, to have hold....
Now there's no Trust but there is Love....How can this be?
There is Want but no Craving...How can this be?
There is Touch but no Feeling...How can this be?
There is Heat but no Passion.....How Can this be???
This a mystery.....a real mystery to me.

Voices of a Fragile Heart

2006-05-12T03:15:00.000+08:00

I can never think of you...

...as anything but my Lover! I could never have you as just my friend. Everything about you screams out to my desires to take you and make Love to you. Then, to have you as my Lover...would make my emotions beg for you as my mate! To lie with you heavily breathing in the scent of our Lovemaking, would only demand that I make you my wife and the mother of our children. So ......., you see that I could never just be your friend. I'm sorry, I Love you way too much not to hold you in my arms, then consume every inch of your beauty with all the desire that I have inside of me. You are too much for me to sit and talk to without letting my srong hands explore your every tender spot. I cannot help but to hold your face and kiss your lips, pull you tightly against me, and let my Love melt into you as we become one in each other grasp. Knowing that you aren't mine....that you will never be....is more than my fragile heart can take. Hearing your voice causes me to feel your touch...to smell your sweet gentle scent.....then all my self-control melts into passion and desire for your gentle touch and sweet, hot passion. Sadness consumes me as you turn and walk away and leave me in a pool of tears....knowing that you are no longer mine! I'm sorry for all this. I'm sorry to put you through my pain. The answer is to ignore me. To turn me off, and let me slip off into nowhere as a distant memory. Save yourself and let me go.......

Complex feelings...expressed through simple, toe curling words. Touched me deeply.

Dog eat Dog world

2006-05-11T01:51:00.000+08:00

I have never experienced so much happines in a mattter of an hour and a half than i did this evening, and its all thanks to my beloved doggie, Groff.
Mum and I took him over for his first, 2nd level training class at Al Barsha. Along with Michelle, about 6 dogs and their owners + Me n Groff, there was tons to learn and drive us absolutely wild with frenzy with teaching and looking at these four legged creatures have the time of their lives with each other.
Anway, it was rigid training for about 45mins, then for the last 15mins, all the dogs were leash free, ready to roam, play and clamber all over each other. It was a sight for sore eyes ( i am definitly taking my camera the next time;) Groff had the time of his life sniffing and running after an Alsatian named Trix , a mini terrier named Tara, a golden retriever, Oliver ( Groff and he got along swimmingly... being the same breed, I was'nt too suprised) a very tiny and nasty looking fellow named Poppy and a fiesty foxy looking one ( forgot her name..lets just name her Foxy=p) and a few others. They went absolutely berserk, running wild and free in Michelle's garden. It was such a sight, all the owners sitting in a big circle with all these dogs playing all over the place. I was soo thrilled and happy to see Groff have such a grand time, it felt the same when parents watch their kids playing at a park=)
The most hilarious thing happened when Groffy was running about like a bullet. He leaped high into the air with his head turned the other side, eyeing Oliver. Not paying much attention he bopped down with a huge thud right on "Foxy's" bottom, and ohh boy was she ever pissed. She went snarling and barking right at my poor Groffy. It was so funny seeing her expression when she felt all of Groff's 17kgs on her small hiny =p A riot !!!!

Hair today..Gone tommorrow

2006-04-30T14:42:00.000+08:00

I am officially ready to face the dreaded heat this summer... I cut my hair. It was one of the spur of the moment hair cuts that i always tend to have. We were on our way back from Max friday evening, when out of the blue I told Mum " i wanna chop my hair off" and she ( as always) welcomes my hair cuts with open arms ( she adores me with shorter hair do's). Anyway we headed over to the palour, I looked over a few do' s and chose one. I sat on the chair and the woman began snipping away. Before I realized what i had done i saw clumps *sniff* of my hair all over the floor ( I always get sentimental when i cut my hair). No matter the result was awesome, I got myself a shorter, funky do. Thats not only easier to manage but is great for the weather thats heading our way.

One of the many good things about me *ahem!!* is that I have no beef in trying out new hair do's after all ...it's hair..it Will grow back=).The one thing i wont mess with is color...hell no, i love the color of my haiir. Whether they suit me or not, I get real kicks out of finding out which do suits me and which does'nt.

The cliche' of late is most women want the long, flowing look that most men lust after, but those too don't suit all women. Some of the sexiest women I know look just damn Fine with short hair do's. On second thought if we women did everything men liked and wanted where would the spice be huh. =)

Shopping men.

2006-04-30T14:12:00.000+08:00

For some women its a pleasure and for others its a turmoil, but men shopping with women is often a pathetic sight. Im sure we all have seen such a scenario where the woman is scurrying along pulling this and that of the racks looking for encouraging comments from the beau while he slow pokes behind pushing the cart along nodding at anything and everything she holds up. It's as good as having a little puppy following you around. I've not had a single "man" shop with me who's fun to shop with.Their always in a hurry, keep looking at their watch and have the most outrageous color combo's one has ever seen.

My Dad's pretty fun to shop with only cause i just have to hold up what i want and he will point to dump it in the cart =p which daughter would'nt love taking a Dad shopping if he does that huh=)

Mum and myself were down in Sharjah friday evening shopping at Max ( I got awesome stuff there yipppieee) Mum was over at the bathroom section while i was roaming about looking for clothes. At one of the isle's i spotted this very noticeable Russian couple, more so cause of the man. He was tall, well built with an amazing a$$ but did'nt have the face or hair to match. He reminded me of Goro from Mortal Kombat=p=p small head...big body...he was just missing the extre pair of arms. i spotted them on quite a few occassions, he was being driven mad by his belle, who constantly wanted his comments on the outfits she picked out, And i must she she could'nt have picked worse ones ( keeping in mind she looked like snowman and kept choosing clothes two sizes less than her original) You could clearly see he was bored to death but had all the patience in the world to say his two cents to her outifits. Poor Soul!

It does'nt take me long to pick what I like so my beau's pretty lucky in that aspect....as far as the others go...God Help Him!! =)

Birthday's! - ohh memories!

2006-04-27T14:16:00.000+08:00

After turning 21, birthdays are'nt the most pleasant to face for most. I have mixed feelings of such, meaning if you are'nt cranky and getting new aches or pains all over then your in the safe zone but if you are all crabitty and have the whole " woe is me" attitude at 23 then your in trouble.

They come but once a year, but few are seldom etched in ones mind. Having 23 *sighs* of them under my belt, there are just a handful that i willl always cherish. Two in particular from my kiddie days are my all time fave.

When I was a wee babe of 4, my folks got me this amazing " Barbie Doll" cake with it's dress made up of cake and icing of different colors. It fascinated me so much that I had such a cow when it came to cutting it =p absolutely refusing to do so. As you can guess I did have to cut it eventually ( after alot of coaxing from literally All the adults present)...finding out it tasted even better than it looked.

I remember the next vivdly. On my 5th birthday, my Dad was abroad on work and had to miss my birthday. I was so perturbed by this, just sat in my room sulking and sobbing to glory. As the hours inched closer to my party I got even more agitated when all of a sudden the door bell rang, having answered it, i found a very cute delivery guy ( probably from FedEx) singing Happy bday as he handed me a huge bouquet of flowers and a box wrapped in the prettiest wrapping i had ever seen.

The glow on my face was indescribable, luckily Mum got it on camera =p. Having thanked and sent the guy away i got to tearing the wrapping apart ( so much for the prettiest wrapping i know =). I found a little card first; it read " Darling Babyla, Know that i Love and Miss you very very much & that i am with you all the while as you celebrate your birthday. Tons of Love - Dada

You're Beautiful

2006-03-16T18:03:00.000+08:00

A very touching and heart clutching song by James Blun. One of my many faves of late.

You're beautiful

My life is brilliant.

My love is pure.

I saw an angel.Of that I'm sure.

She smiled at me on the subway.

She was with another man.

But I won't lose no sleep on that,'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw you face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,As we walked on by.

She could see from my face that I was,Fucking high,

And I don't think that I'll see her again,

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw you face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.You're beautiful, it's true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,

When she thought up that I should be with you.

But it's time to face the truth,I will never be with you.

James Blunt

I Can See You From Here

2006-03-07T17:07:00.000+08:00

As we drive down the old familiar pass
and we see our old home away from home
with a tear in my eye, and a lump in my throat
I know this mountain town has lost one of our own

I thought it would be sad and empty without you
Yet you seem so close now, so near
With a hug and a kiss and prayer and a memory
My old friend, I can see you from here

I see your Heart in the river, your eyes in the trees
I hear your voice and it sooths me, with the cool mountain breeze
I'm glad your brought me back ,with a song and a tear
My old mountain friend, I can see you from here

You still sing with the same passion, minus the pain
our prayers and our Love, were never in vain
When i called on the Master, to make it more clear
He told me, even the eagle can see you from here

When the earth is no more
The sound of trumpets will fill the air
We'lll cross that Bridge Across Forever
and we will All see you there

By: Thad Needham

poem from the " International Poet's society of England"

2006-01-16T03:45:00.000+08:00

So you thought I was a saintBut you find the taste of my sins there

Upon the tips of my lips

Those lips you have kissed

So many times beforeYou shudder at the thought

You quake at the taste Of my sublimeEvil PersonnaThere hidden in the caves

Of my beating heartSlowly you are luredBy its soft beatingAnd then you hold itBeating and bloodyIn your handAnd you kiss it gentlyWith your soft rose lipsAnd seal the woundsOf my hearts Evil decay
Sealing it with your loveAnd with your trust

And with your purityAnd my evil shadows fleeInto the darkest recesses

Of this tortured tattered soul

And the light of your love shinesFlowing through my open poresInto the brisk winter's airAnd out into your embraceAnd I kiss youSoftly upon the cheekThanking you silentlyFor saving me...

Unknown

2005-12-01T03:05:00.000+08:00

It's late at night

And I'm still up

My mind is a jumble

My heart is a mess

Knowing of your distress

I wish i could touch the sky

Pick up a star and wish you light.

Light that will shine

Always so bright

Light that will shine in the dark

Light that will nestle deep within and warm your heart

Your Touch

2005-08-16T20:27:00.000+08:00

Your Touch

Your sea blue eyes
Your tender lips
The very touch;
of your finger tips
Makes me quiver,
Makes me sweat
Sends waves on waves of pleasure
Through my chest
The static felt from your touch
Makes my body turn to mush
Eager to taste you;
Eager to touch you;
Wanting so bad to hasten you along
Knowing that im not so strong
But, as always
You peer right through my fears
Continuing your teases tastefully.
The warmth of your body;
Against me tight;
Leads me to give up the fight
Reassured that i'll have my chance;
To give you utmost pleasure,
Thats so enhanced.
Knowing all the loving you bestow upon me;
Will be made unto you;
Ever so gently, by me.
Knowing that your here with me
Now and forever, through all of our
~Eternity~

Thoughts Of Luv

2005-08-16T20:25:00.000+08:00

Deep within this heart of mine
Were feelings & memories so entwined
Wrapped around my heart so dear, always living with its fear
Meeting you when when they sprung;
Out of my lonely heart, so numb
All your loved wrapped me whole,
the very moment your heart touched my soul
My fears less...but still appear
Comfort with you makes them dissappear.
Each time anew, each time we speak
My heart does nothing but skip a beat
Hearing your thoughts so sublime
Makes me ever so glad that your only mine
Words cannot express my love for you
But i know you feel it through & through
The thoughts, love & deeds you express
have kept my heart & sould much at rest
Loving being loved by yoy;
Makes me feel renewed
Yes! I do falter,
Yes! I do whine,
But nothing!
Nothing!! Can hinder this love For

~Thine~

~Circumstance~

2005-05-21T13:20:00.000+08:00

I love him
and he loves me
Though we know that
This is not may not be meant to be
But our love
Is something we cannot deny
Neither does He
Nor do I
Our love is so pure
Our love is so fresh
Through tirals and errors
We know we are being put to the test
And we are so sure we we've past and are the best
Love can survive a circumstance
Even though at a distance
As in our hearts
WE know its true
That in future and years ahead
We will not know
Where each one dwells
But do know that in years that pass
Our love will always dwell in our hearts
So its true I must say
That love can survive a circumstance
Even though at a Distance

Stay

2005-01-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

I've known you for so long

Yet things have gone so wrong

I've never felt your touch

yet i miss it so much

I want you to stay

But yet you keep gettin away

Should i just pray

Staying away...

or must i say that i want

you to lay

Right here beside me

Where you were always meant to be.

People

2005-01-12T23:45:00.000+08:00

People come, people go

When will they come?

When will they go?

Are they here to stay?

Or will they go away?

When or why, we can't say

love them to eternity

They may just be your destiny

When will they come?

Or when will they go?

One can never tell

When will one come

Or when will one go

Untitled

2005-01-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

Everyone resides in a mysterious side

A side that never ignites in the outside realm

But burns in own's own hell

When will it surface?

When will it surpass?

One never knows, how it starts

WIll it end? Or will it just dwell

From the beginning till the end

One does not know

but one eagerly waits

To see what lies in their fate

"Untitled"

2005-01-10T15:01:00.000+08:00

Sorrows in my heart

Have been form the start

Why isi t? i do not know

All i know is that I never show

Afraid people will ignore me more

Never told no never known

I do not tell but rage in hell

Am i in hell or is all well?

Can i tell?

Or should i just dwell

of sorrowns in my heart

which have been right from the start